9 June 2011

Something is not right. Before this, I never felt this way before. My emotional is being uneasy lately. Thanks to 'somebody', who just came into my life and make my life miserable. Before you thinking negatively, I am not in love or whatever that related to it. Not at all. Not exactly that 'somebody' came into my life, but my parents looked for that 'somebody'. I just met that 'somebody' like 3 times.

But that 'somebody' is being too over. 'Somebody' always screamed at me during keullaeseu. Like seriously. How can I do it correctly as 'somebody' asked me too if she used the wrong approach. She always knocked the 'gigye' using her hand or knock down the floor using high heel. I am not trying to say, I'm tradere doing this thing, but 'somebody' is being too aggressive. Seriously. 'Somebody' is impatient. If this matter persists, I will be not interested to pursue my grade.

Ma and pa, 

If you're reading this, please understand your daughter's feeling. I am not tradere, it's just the environment doesn't suits me well. I afraid this thing will lead me to depression. It's about my feeling. About my emotional. If my emotional is always uneasy, I afraid this thing will effect on my studies in school.


Individual doesn't suits my environment. I miss playing electone with my classmates. I miss doing ensemble. I miss doing concert. I miss singing in front of the class with my friends. I miss teamwork. I want a group class, not individual. 

Plus, individual class is just too expensive. Group class is much more reasonable. You can keep the money to buy a new piano or maybe save it for the other expenses. I just want my old teacher back. The old teacher who knows how to approach me well. As a proof, I did it well in my exam last year. I will not quit. I will make an effort for it. I have a strong feeling if get back to my old teacher, I will be better. Don't say that I am trying to run away from my problems. I'm doing this because I know I can be advanced. The old teacher knows me the best ma, pa. I have a very strong chemistry with my old teacher. 

To my lovely readers,

Please pray for me so that I can go and learn this music stuff with my old teacher back and God bless you :)

♥

Rahsia Sujud : Perkembangan Otak

Persatuan Islam Kebangsaan Malaysia (MICNA) Jordan mengenal pasti sesiapa yang tidak menunaikan sembahyang maka otaknya tidak dapat menerima darah secukupnya untuk berfungsi secara sempurna.

Jurucakap MICNA Jordan berkata, ini bererti darah tidak akan memasuki urat saraf di dalam otak manusia melainkan ketika seseorang itu sujud ketika solat.

Di dalam Majalah Buletin Bulanan MICNA, jurucakap persatuan ini membuat kenyataan bahawa;

"Darah akan memasuki bahagian urat tersebut mengikut kadar solat yang telah diwajibkan oleh Islam".

Ini diakui sendiri oleh seorang doktor neurologi di Amerika Syarikat yang telah memeluk Islam kerana beberapa keajaiban di dalam penyelidikannya itu. Doktor tersebut mendapati dalam kajiannya urat pada saraf manusia memerlukan darah untuk beberapa sukatan tertentu sahaja.

Doktor neurologi tersebut tertarik untuk memeluk Islam semasa membuat kajian saraf yang dilakukan, iaitu terdapat beberapa urat saraf di dalam otak manusia tidak dimasuki darah walaupun sepatutnya setiap inci otak manusia memerlukan darah yang secukupnya untuk berfungsi secara normal.

Kini doktor tersebut memeluk Islam dan beliau telah membuka sebuah klinik yang bertemakan "Perubatan melalui- Al-Quran". Beliau juga membuat ubat-ubatan berdasarkan kajian melalui Al-Quran dan Hadis Nabawi. Di antara kaedah yang digunakan termasuklahberpuasa, madu lebah, biji hitam (black Seed).

Manusia yang tidak bersembahyang apatah lagi yang bukan Islam, walaupun akal mereka berfungsi secara normal tetapi sebenarnya mereka akan hilang pertimbangan apabila membuat keputusan secara normal.

Justeru itu, tidak hairan ada di antara manusia kadang-kadang tidak segan silu untuk melakukan perkara bertentangan dengan fitrah kejadiannya walaupun akal mereka mengetahui perkara yang akan dilakukan adalah salah.

"Ini kerana otak mereka tidak boleh mempertimbangkannya secara normal."

Source

7 June 2011

Foda-se.

What kind of obstacle that I need to get through after this? FML.

27 May 2011

Exam is over and holidays is starting from tomorrow.My module is almost finish but Geography folio is going to be a long long distance - to finish it. I also have to practice piano like - hell a lot. One is for ABRSM Grade 5 and one for Yamaha Teachers Grade 5. That means, next year I have to take 3 crucial examinations such as :-

• PMR
• Yamaha Teachers Grade 5
• ABRSM Grade 5

My life is tied up. No one can denies that.

25 May 2011

Calm down. It's not the end of the world. The world is giving you chance.

You won't fall down, never.

20 May 2011

I swear if somebody is trying to reveal my secret, I am going to haunt you everyday by singing this song. Cause two can keep a secret, If one of them is dead...

6 May 2011

Click this image to enlarge. Especially the red mark.

As for today, I just love being 'me'. For certain reasons, I did lots of good things today. I learned how to make pom-pom during Girl Guides meeting. And the most crucial thing was, I managed to make my friends happy with the weirdest mistake that I've ever done in my Civic folio during Form 1 that you can see the image above and a weird will that I found in my friend's History textbook. 

Je t'aime NAJWA AMIRA! Ahh, I just love being myself today.