Friday, September 24, 2010

How To Feel The Spirit Of Love

Hey readers. I bet most of my just read my typical emotional posts. Well, where can I express my thoughs if it's not blog? Back to my so-called journal of life. I went to school with a big smile on my face because I can stay in Form 5 class since Wednesday. Only my classmates know how much peaceful the class is. No rubbish and noises. So, I can study with so ease. Now, let see what I did today.

  • Plucked the guitar too much, and I can play Belaian Jiwa song very well.  
  • My left arm just received an injection.
  • Dozens of homework.
  • Need to revise all of the subjects syllabus.
  • Sleep and die and woke up.

 Now, my left arm is like you put a big rock on it. Gees. Since I have been Youtubing too much lately,  I just want to give you a list of romantic songs from classics, modern and country period. Now, go to Youtube and search for these songs. Are you ready to feel the love? <3

  • Everything I Do – Bryan Adams
  • I Just Called To Say I Love You - Stevie Wonder
  • My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion 
  • A Whole New World - Aladdin 
  • You're my everything - Santa Esmeralda ( I feel like crying singing this song)
  • You and Me - Lifehouse
  • Breath - Anna Nalick
  • Can I Have This Dance? - Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron 
  • Hero - Enrique Iglasias
  • Maroon 5 - Sunday Morning
  • You're Beautiful - James Blunt
  • Strawberry Wine - Deana Carter
  • Without You - Dixie Chicks 
  • Raining On Sunday - Keith Urban

What The Heck Is Love?

What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. You wanna know what actual's children's answer for "what is love"?

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri, age 4.

"If you want to learn love better, you should start with a friend you hate."
Nikka, age 6.

"Love is a blind. That's what I read in the book."
Najwa Amira, age 13 (haha)

 "Teenagers who claim to love someone don’t really love them, because they don’t know what love actually is. Real love is extremely, unconditional."

 To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future – because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with.

How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say that about their “lover”? Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement, you earthlings. It’s not about what you get out of it or what the other person can give to you.

And it’s not about having a trophy you can show off with and tell people “This is *MY* girlfriend/boyfriend/wife/husband/son/daughter/whatever”. You do not “own” anyone. It’s not about you feeling ‘proud’ to be with someone who always agrees with everything you say and do and never does anything you disagree with. Unconditional love means that the person can just live their life exactly as they choose and you will always be there for them no matter what.

But the problem is, how does the freaking unconditional love fit in with relationships and marriage and sex and all that stuff the whole world keeps going crazy over? It doesn’t, really. From what I think as a teenage kid la. It doesn’t “fit” in anywhere.

Unconditional love is more of a spiritual thing. It has nothing whatsoever to do with sex. Most people are in relationships because they’re horny or maybe lonely, even if they genuinely think they love the other person - like teenagers nowdays who likes to change their partner. But if the person they “love” suddenly lost their “equipment” for whatever reason, would they still want to be with that person? Would they get jealous if the person they “love” wanted to spend time with other people as well? Relationships based on needs are not unconditional.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Cancer Facts Just Stuck In The Middle Of My Head

You read the title, it may sounds melodramatic. Yeah, I guess so. I almost complete my folio for Community Service Program. For REAL! And my belly doesn't feel so good. Same as the day I performed for Merdeka Pentomin on Monday. Sorry readers. I just wish I can hack my teacher's Facebook account too see the photos and steal some. Haha. Since my brain is full of History and Geography facts and I wanna have some rest, I think wanna share with you some palabras de amor ? Don't get wrong. I'm not in love with anybody. But sometimes I just wish a perfect guy, I mean close to perfection guy,would say all these words - to me.

These are my faves.

365 Days dreaming of you,
8760 Hour thinking of you,
525600 Mins missing you,
315360000 Milisec just wanted to tell you how much you mean to me.

The sun wouldn't be Red, 
the sea wouldn't be blue,
the stars wouldn't be bright, 
I wouldn't be happy without you.

If someone you love hurts you and you cry a river, built a bridge and get over it.

But I loathe this if this happen to me.

The hardest part of loving someone is knowing now it's the time to let go and to say good bye.


I wanna be like them, someday.

Raya 2010

Dear readers,

I would like to wish you selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin! I know, I might be late for wishing this I was very busy last week. I was having a Merdeka Drama reherseal so I was extremely tired.


Sorry readers. I am so lazy to tell you my raya stories. Cos some of them are nice, while some of them are very bitter. I should say that I lost a pretty love necklace during raya at Thailand.